Open doors closed windows

Walls built so tall.
Trying not to fall.
She hides the tears.
She hides the fears.


And I know im afraid.
I know im not saved.
Im not okay.
Catch me when I fall.
Hold me when im small.
Breathe me.
Im blind again.


Lies streak my face.
Hand holding grace.
No more from me.
Hold on to your trees.


And I know im afraid.
I know im not saved.
Im not okay.
Catch me when I fall.
Hold me when im small.
Breathe me.
Im blind again.

Crash things down

The warm wild stream seeps into the ocean.
Red smoke seeps into the wet sky.
Old time slows down.
remember the ghosts of his past.
He is their prisoner.
Let your kiss linger.
Hold your breath.
He may look back.


The day he learned not to cry was the day he learned how to hate.
Scribbled out eyes.
Crippled down lungs.
Singing sweet lullabys to you.
Your eyes no longer hide the truth.


Smoke circles round the bend.
Shots in the arms and legs.
He's lost his soul.
No more shall he be carrying coal.
Hold your light.
Dont let it become.

The day he learned not to cry was the day he learned how to hate.
Scribbled out eyes.
Crippled down lungs.
Singing sweet lullabys to you.
Your eyes no longer hide the truth.

lies behind your eyes

You sit there and judge.
Judge with your eyes..
Your heart..........
Your soul.........
I sit there all alone
I wonder why
Why can someone be so horrid?
you dont know me..
You dont know anyone..
And yet you still judge..
You dont know if my life is horrible
Or if its amazing..
Yet you still judge
Aware of the things that may come..
Yet you still do it..
I never ment to make you hate me..
I never did anything to you
Who gives you the right to lie
to hurt with out thought
i know god doesnt..
So who then?
You complain about your life
When in reality its not that bad
Lots of people have it worse.
Open your eyes to your faluts.
I have forgiven you..
Why cant you forgive your self?
You laugh
thinking so what
I hate her
Ill hurt her back..
but dont..
i cant deal with anything else
everyone has some good in them
Where is yours?
You hate me
but try to be me
why?
why do you have lies behind your eyes?

Runaway

Her life is hard
but you'd never guess it
Every morning she puts on her face that will get her through the day.
but something in her eyes just gives it away.

So she will runaway, runaway from all her fears
she will runaway, runaway from all her tears.
She'll try to hide from it all
but somehow she falls.

Every night she cries herself to sleep
and dreams of a world where she is loved
she dreads the time when she wakes hand has to face another day.

So she will runaway, runaway from all her fears
she will runaway, runaway from all her tears.
She'll try to hide from it all
but somehow she falls.

rambolings

I watched the moon float to the ground
decided you'd never turn around
I staired at him for a while relizing he'd never be you
oh no well not today.

Mr.Sparrow set me free of your bonds and chains you set upon me
Let me be
let me see him
let me love who i want too
let him come back to me so i may be there for him
Mr.Sparrow give me your wings to let me fly to the suns
set me free, set me free, set me free

My eyes behold you and my ears hear the sound.
My lips taste of salt in hopes of never more.
This flame is burning still for you
as you try to blow it out with your words
hoof beats match the sound of your heart as you leave me.

Mr.Sparrow set me free of your bonds and chains you set upon me
Let me be
let me see him
let me love who i want too
let him come back to me so i may be there for him
Mr.Sparrow give me your wings to let me fly to the suns
set me free, set me free, set me free

Let go

Close your eyes and dream tonight.
Close your eyes and cry its alright.
Your walls are slowly breaking crubling down.
Your heart is slowly aching.
But all you can do is lie.

You sit there hands in your hair.
Singing all your love is gone youve waited so long.
Yet you still feel the pain
so you quit, quit this game
You have too much shame to blame me.
So let it go.


Pain beats with a rythm of a drum in your mind
Just standing there hand in hand side by side.
lies fill the air
no more but one more
it all falls apart

You sit there hands in your hair
singing all your love is gone youve waited so long
yet you still feel the pain
so you quit, quit this game
you have too much shame too blame me
So let it go
Let it go
Just let it go

my poem...

These wings of an angel are hidden behind a fear that someone will hear her sad songs as the darkness grows near. The skies they arent so clear. her eyes stare back at the mirror. her silent sobs break the night. She fears she can no longer fight. This is a new great height. She can not take flight. So she burries her head dispite. Dispite the odds of winning, dispite the odds of failing. She lays there and sighs. Her heart seems to be breaking. As her wings keep on shaking. She closes her eyes to dream.