Runaway

Her life is hard
but you'd never guess it
Every morning she puts on her face that will get her through the day.
but something in her eyes just gives it away.

So she will runaway, runaway from all her fears
she will runaway, runaway from all her tears.
She'll try to hide from it all
but somehow she falls.

Every night she cries herself to sleep
and dreams of a world where she is loved
she dreads the time when she wakes hand has to face another day.

So she will runaway, runaway from all her fears
she will runaway, runaway from all her tears.
She'll try to hide from it all
but somehow she falls.

rambolings

I watched the moon float to the ground
decided you'd never turn around
I staired at him for a while relizing he'd never be you
oh no well not today.

Mr.Sparrow set me free of your bonds and chains you set upon me
Let me be
let me see him
let me love who i want too
let him come back to me so i may be there for him
Mr.Sparrow give me your wings to let me fly to the suns
set me free, set me free, set me free

My eyes behold you and my ears hear the sound.
My lips taste of salt in hopes of never more.
This flame is burning still for you
as you try to blow it out with your words
hoof beats match the sound of your heart as you leave me.

Mr.Sparrow set me free of your bonds and chains you set upon me
Let me be
let me see him
let me love who i want too
let him come back to me so i may be there for him
Mr.Sparrow give me your wings to let me fly to the suns
set me free, set me free, set me free

Let go

Close your eyes and dream tonight.
Close your eyes and cry its alright.
Your walls are slowly breaking crubling down.
Your heart is slowly aching.
But all you can do is lie.

You sit there hands in your hair.
Singing all your love is gone youve waited so long.
Yet you still feel the pain
so you quit, quit this game
You have too much shame to blame me.
So let it go.


Pain beats with a rythm of a drum in your mind
Just standing there hand in hand side by side.
lies fill the air
no more but one more
it all falls apart

You sit there hands in your hair
singing all your love is gone youve waited so long
yet you still feel the pain
so you quit, quit this game
you have too much shame too blame me
So let it go
Let it go
Just let it go

my poem...

These wings of an angel are hidden behind a fear that someone will hear her sad songs as the darkness grows near. The skies they arent so clear. her eyes stare back at the mirror. her silent sobs break the night. She fears she can no longer fight. This is a new great height. She can not take flight. So she burries her head dispite. Dispite the odds of winning, dispite the odds of failing. She lays there and sighs. Her heart seems to be breaking. As her wings keep on shaking. She closes her eyes to dream.

Ants in my kitchen and some other junck

Hello,
Its been a while..a long while.
i have decided to write something.
My thoughts...since i have matured ( HA not)
SOOO There is a special someone who has decided that they want to be me...hehehe imposible..but yes this poor girl is copying me in every freaken way. HEY chicka im not that dramatic and you are over dramatizeing everything :) but then agian it makes my day so keep on goin.
Anyways jessy Mcartney...has now become a babe in my book.
I have been eating ranch dressing every day...pretty sick
Today a random boy at school asked me to dance in the rain with him..pretty sure were gettin married now.
I hope life is treating you all well..life is doin pretty darn good for me....
AAHHH i wrote a song on the guitar!
my twin at the moment is sitting on the kitchen floor trying to get little ants into a little home..they wont go in so she is angry.She is now forcing them in.
So i guess ants are somehow coming from under the stove into my kitchen...anyone know how to get rid of a bunch of little ants???

A world of Hurt

Getting hurt by someone you love hurts the most.
You expect the people in your family to love you the most.
When they hurt you it could be something small but it hurts so much worse.
And seeing this person ruine their life and wont let you help them that hurts as well.
this person knows exactly what to say to break you down..and hearing what they said from someone else it cuts deep.
You stand up for this person when ever they need it..but when you need it the most they run.
some family...
When you find out about something they said when you were having a really hard time makes you want to deck them in the face......and i wish i could i really do.
but i guess you just need to stand tall and try not to fall..keep your chin up and smile

bottle it up.

Right now im feeling completely lost.
The world is spinning so fast im out of control.
I only feel like crying, hideing, screaming.
These feelings inside are not suposed to be there.
Nighmares keep me from sleep.
Believeing that it could get better keeps me going.
My eyes have stoped crying as if i have run out of tears.
these scars will never heal.
these wounds will never seal.
My hands are shaking.
My heart is breaking.
Faith is shaping into fear.
breathing harder.
So blank.
Minds gone far away.
Eyes gone cloudy.
I cant see the light anylonger.
I cant hold on.
Help the one small word i can not say.
Pain is growing.
im no angel.


this isnt really a poem..i just felt like writing a little about how i feel right this moment..i know kinda emo