Open doors closed windows

Walls built so tall.
Trying not to fall.
She hides the tears.
She hides the fears.


And I know im afraid.
I know im not saved.
Im not okay.
Catch me when I fall.
Hold me when im small.
Breathe me.
Im blind again.


Lies streak my face.
Hand holding grace.
No more from me.
Hold on to your trees.


And I know im afraid.
I know im not saved.
Im not okay.
Catch me when I fall.
Hold me when im small.
Breathe me.
Im blind again.

Crash things down

The warm wild stream seeps into the ocean.
Red smoke seeps into the wet sky.
Old time slows down.
remember the ghosts of his past.
He is their prisoner.
Let your kiss linger.
Hold your breath.
He may look back.


The day he learned not to cry was the day he learned how to hate.
Scribbled out eyes.
Crippled down lungs.
Singing sweet lullabys to you.
Your eyes no longer hide the truth.


Smoke circles round the bend.
Shots in the arms and legs.
He's lost his soul.
No more shall he be carrying coal.
Hold your light.
Dont let it become.

The day he learned not to cry was the day he learned how to hate.
Scribbled out eyes.
Crippled down lungs.
Singing sweet lullabys to you.
Your eyes no longer hide the truth.

lies behind your eyes

You sit there and judge.
Judge with your eyes..
Your heart..........
Your soul.........
I sit there all alone
I wonder why
Why can someone be so horrid?
you dont know me..
You dont know anyone..
And yet you still judge..
You dont know if my life is horrible
Or if its amazing..
Yet you still judge
Aware of the things that may come..
Yet you still do it..
I never ment to make you hate me..
I never did anything to you
Who gives you the right to lie
to hurt with out thought
i know god doesnt..
So who then?
You complain about your life
When in reality its not that bad
Lots of people have it worse.
Open your eyes to your faluts.
I have forgiven you..
Why cant you forgive your self?
You laugh
thinking so what
I hate her
Ill hurt her back..
but dont..
i cant deal with anything else
everyone has some good in them
Where is yours?
You hate me
but try to be me
why?
why do you have lies behind your eyes?